(7) Balance and PD

The balance  

I've had a few memorable falls since being diagnosed with Parkinson's Disease (PD). Each is 'memorable' because I have a vivid recollection of them and each has helped me figure out what to avoid in the future. One fall was when we were camping (I stumbled backwards and bent a tent pole), another in our bathroom (I stumbled backwards into the shower), a third was embarrassing and at OR Tambo airport (I tripped and fell in international arrivals), one in a Durban mall (I tripped on the stairs) and the sixth was in a packed Port Elizabeth restaurant. Each fall is a reminder of my dis-coordinated self. (Do Victoria or Niagara have PD?) 

Getting up and off a chair in a confined space is one of my challenges, because I am struggling to perform three actions simultaneously. First I have to stand up, next push a chair backwards, then balance in a semi-standing position while slowly walking backwards as I move away from the table. When a table cloth obscures the position of a table leg, then that can catch my foot and cause me to stumble backwards. This is why I fell backwards in a busy Port Elizabeth restaurant. Luckily, as I move slowly, a patron sitting behind me predicted what was about to happen and caught me before I hit the concrete floor. Phew! 

   

When I start a backwards movement - either consciously or not - I believe PD has made it difficult for me to control the momentum, so I keep going backwards. Hence, walking or stumbling backwards, often leads to my falling over or onto something I am unable to see or may have forgotten is there. It feels like an animated version of me falling in slow motion, with the 'other me' observing with amusement. So, I avoid walking backwards.

TIP FOR ME: besides doing a thorough check of my environment, I have discovered that to stand up from a chair, it helps if I first look at a spot (more of this "spotting" action below) in front of me, at eye level, before telling myself to straighten both knees. Then, when I stand, the result is a fairly smooth action where I can stand up, confidently balanced, while sliding the chair backwards. Naturally, it also helps when the floor has a smooth surface. Outdoor seating on a beautiful gravel surface is terrible for a parkinsed person!

However, falling on stairs - either ascending or descending - is likely due to poor concentration and little to do with PD.

Train spotting

A long time ago I was a modern dance instructor. A cool strategy for introducing a dance turn - also known as a pirouette - was to teach students spotting during their training. When attempting a quick turn, one's body tends to be unfocused and wobbly at the end of a 360 degree turn. Initially, it can also lead to dizziness. To correct this, one should focus on a spot at eye level on a wall, or focus on a person in front of you. One's head should whip around slightly before the body does. After the 360 degree turn, the head and the eyes must return to fixate on the same person or spot on the wall. Then, the whole turn is less wobbly and one should not be dizzy. I have found a different reason to train myself to use eye focus.

One of my many frustrations is dressing, specifically, putting on shorts or underwear, as I need to be seated at the edge of the bed in order to very slowly angle my foot inside the pants' leg. I was unable to do this from a standing position - unless I was leaning against a wall - as I tended to fall over. Then I tried part of a spotting procedure. Holding the shorts in front of me while standing, I focus on a spot either on the wall in front of me or on the floor.

TIP FOR ME: when dressing, I have discovered that if I stare at a spot, I am able to raise one leg and can balance fairly safely and confidently, in order to put one foot into the shorts without staggering or falling over. I follow the same procedure to get my feet into sandals or shoes from a standing position. I have noted with interest that even getting up from a chair or the bed - as described above - is easier and I am more confident when I stare at a spot in front of me.

PD & predictability 

Seven years ago, if someone had asked me to predict the future, I would never had thought about a virus causing a pandemic resulting in a lockdown, or about the Aeromobil being exhibited at a car show. The same applies to my being parkinsed and how I would cope without taking PD meds. A large part of the impact, mentioned in an earlier post, is how this intruder has hijacked my body and systematically eroded my confidence. PD stages and symptoms are generally similar but the impact of chronic PD meds on individuals is not predictable. Like the GDNF trials or Levi-dopa in the movie Awakenings in earlier posts, different PD meds appear to have different results on different people. 

Composing these posts on Blogger has been a confidence booster. I also rejoined FaceBook after a two year absence. But underlying the posts is the biggest confidence boost of all: I am gradually learning how to use both my left and my right hands to type. All my life I have been right-handed, until five years ago when I slowly became left-hand dominant. I will return to this in the next post.